So much is wrong in my life I don't even know why I am here. I can't stop crying and I don't know what to do about my life. The list of things is endless but I don't want to bore anyone with all my problems. If I didn't have to take care of my mom, I would have no other purpose to be here. She would probably be better off in assisted living anyway. So why am I here? I just want to disappear. It seems no one can help me. Not even the doctors.
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