Today I wasnt thinking just about me. I guess that things get so emotionally tied together that is easy to look inward rather than looking to those that are worse off than I am. Whenever someone asks me how Im doing; regardless of my attitude I always say the same thing, I have nothing to complain about because God let me get out of bed again. I know that some of you are suffering much more than I do and there are only two things I can offer. You will be in my prayers daily; the second is my friendship. I know that there are so many people that have B/P and dont see or believe that others care; that no one knows what hell they go through. I do to some degree; I lived on the streets panhandling (begging for money). Paranoid, hearing voices, thinking I could read others minds and the complete psychological melt down. I lived the complete irrational life of a man in despair. I was way out there and Im here to tell you there is hope; and Im not peddling vitamins, special music, my latest miracle drug, or the rest of the horse shit that preys upon desperate people who feel lost. We need to be reminded that despite our feelings (which we all know lies to us) that with the right meds with time and a good psyc. And a few friends we will, if we want to, can overcome some of the obstacles we face daily. As for me I take my meds from a psyc I trust and dont believe a damn thing my feelings tell me. I work a lot of hours (no rest for the wicked); but Im usually on line in the evenings. I wish you happiness through your struggles..
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