Since I have been on this site I have been pretty good about giving advice, but now here I am, sunk into a deep bipolar pit. I just want to know if any one else experiences lows like this. I can't focus at work and I keep doing things wrong. I am terrified of my boyfriend giving up on me although he is always reassuring me that he will be there for me. Last night he said it very firmly, that he will be there for me no matter what. I have all this anxiety and pain and sadness. I never thought I would have to go through this again since being on meds. I am not as bad, I guess, but still in a deep low. I'm so afraid of everything. I just want to curl up in bed and do nothing. I'm afraid of losing my job. I am so blue that I just want to cry. I hate this. Does anyone else have this happen to them? I feel so alone.
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