My name is cady I am 23 years old I am married and have one little girl. I have been diagnosed with bipolar which really doesn't surprise me. My father had it and my sister has it. My dad committed suicide in 1993 because of the neglegance of the doctors not understanding what was wrong with him :*( So I am joining this room cuz I want to understand whats apart of bipolar and if it explains my rush to anger, my obsessiveness over habits, my million mile thought process, my inability to communicate with people, And a complete social break down of my life :( I feel I am better off not calling or talking to anyone. Cuz I find other reasons to stay busy. And I am dealing with this especially hard cuz I have a 3 year old, who I want so badly not to be affected but she knows when I am angry and I have just snapped at her for nothing so thats really when I knew I couldn't do this anymore I had to get help. They have prescribed me Abilify (which makes me never want to sleep, and makes me very sick to my stomache). My sister is on depecote, buit I can't be on it cuz I guess there is some link between that med and PCOS (women only disease). So since I already have it she (meaning my pdoc) said that this would be better, does the nauciousness go away? Well if anyone has advoce plz let me know I am will to listen and help myself cuz I want to be a better person. Thanks :)
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