how's it going?
Right now I'm up and down quite alot. It's one of the reasons I've not posted so much. I'm either depressed, totally wired or in a medication fog.
Board activity is way down and we seem to be getting people who think they are bipolar coming in and asking one question never to be seen again. Or people asking our advice about their bipolar (or suspected bipolar) parent, child, partner, cat, dog, goldfish, whatever as if like all minorities we have detailed knowledge of who they are talking about...
I'm still angry with DS for messing up after the Cls and members told them they were going in the wrong direction..
so generally feeling pretty crap and wondering where this board, which if I'm allowed not to be a CL for a moment, is also supposed to be for my support is going..
Last weekend, we had about 8” of snow. I remember being delirious and sick while it fell. I remember feeling terrified, walking barefoot in the garage and snow to a chair that they strapped me into. I remember sitting in the back with the paramedic monitoring my deteriorating state (repeatedly asking me what my name was, how do I spell it and not knowing these answers). I remember...
i think I am going to go to the ER. I am shaking very bad and I’m having a hard time breathing. I feel like I’m dying