how's it going?
Right now I'm up and down quite alot. It's one of the reasons I've not posted so much. I'm either depressed, totally wired or in a medication fog.
Board activity is way down and we seem to be getting people who think they are bipolar coming in and asking one question never to be seen again. Or people asking our advice about their bipolar (or suspected bipolar) parent, child, partner, cat, dog, goldfish, whatever as if like all minorities we have detailed knowledge of who they are talking about...
I'm still angry with DS for messing up after the Cls and members told them they were going in the wrong direction..
so generally feeling pretty crap and wondering where this board, which if I'm allowed not to be a CL for a moment, is also supposed to be for my support is going..
Let me start off by saying that my kids (2 boys) are 100% not the reason for my depression. If anything, they are the only source of happiness I have in my life. My wife and I have been married 5 years and over the past 5 years I have lost my happiness. We got married because after being together for a year she became pregnant. It has been a roller coaster ever since. We are very good...
why did you give up telling me what you think. i know you cant 100% know but do you just think that i worsened or caused my scoliosis for my actions? is it not thinkable? that i had underweight and bad sitting positions and everything.. and then suddenly a 20° S curve at 19 years. is this not connected with my actions?