I don't know what to do with my self. I shouldn't have done it but I did. I just felt so damn good, that I thought a drink would be nice. Then I had 5. Now just sitting smoking a cigarette and barely typing wondering what I did. I quit drinking 7 months ago, and was very proud of it. Now I'm a failure. How do you guys control your drinking? I've been so good for so long and now I feel like shit for starting back on the band wagon. It feels so good though, I just don't want the good feelings to end. I think I'm going manic, but i love it. Is that bad?
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