For the past few days i have been ok....im fine when im out or at my moms...im sorta ok by myself at home, but as soon as my bf gets home i get panicky and angry..we have been together for over a year and lived together after one month (big mistake)...he works anywhere from 8-24 hrs in a day....well when he comes home i pretty much dont exist....he just lays on the couch and sleeps...i feel like i cant relax in my own living room because he is in there snoring and taking up the couch...he knows i have probs and i need a break from mason (my 3 yr old) sometimes and i know that will never come...then i also know he is exhausted...but what is the point of being together if we are never together...and i feel like i have no right to ask for help since he worked all day...becasue im not able to keep a job n e more..just school...but since i was 16 i have worked and went to school and then did the same with mason...this is the first time i havent been employed and its driving me nuts.....i love him soooo much....im just questioning if im IN love with him...i think i just want to live alone with mason....i have had a bf since i was 15 ....4 serious relationships and i think i need to make myself happy before i can be happy with someone else.......does anyone else have a similar prob or think its my bipolar or hes just not the one??
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