How do I know when I am "better" I sleep ok b/c of the seroquel but after it wears off in the morning I begin to get to get anxious/irritable. Dont know what to do with myself. No focus or concentration and that sucks because I am an avid reader. Not really depressed too many thoughts roaming the house. And then all of a sudden I feel good...ready to go to the gym clean the house etc. I am on leave from work until Monday. Have been out 5 days so far. As a teacher i have to be able to focus, not go into a rage or snap, and teach these young minds. I don't know if I can do that yet. HOW LONG IS THIS GOING TO LAST????
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