My kids are out of the country until early August. I never thought it was possible to feel so alone...i cannot stand being in the house by myself...i feel as though the walls are closing in on me..part of me is manic, cleaning house and shit, and part of me is depressd, wanting to lay in bed and sleep all day...doc just adjusted my meds, because as of aug 1 i will have no insurance...tapering me off of lamictal...too expensive without..only thing i will be on is lithium...scared of that...perhaps i just don't like my own company enough to be alone??? anyoe else petrified of being alone???
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