This downer is lasting forever, well it feels like it. feel really alone. im fed up with it all. i keep saying to myself that it will pass then ill be up and feel great but i keep losing hope. want it all to stop the highs the lows i just wanna be on one level long enough to find myself again and find a reason to want to be here. aarrrrggggghhhhhh.
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