YEP Im slipping into mania. I want to go and do and see and be... I want to clean my house from top to bottom, I want to go shop, I want to just plain down right be active. I dont want to play on my computer I dont want to fold cloths... its not active enough. I cant get to my music cause my harddrive is still screwed up. I want to get in a car and drive. If I had my license I would have taken my husband to work and gone to the thrift store. I do want to clean my house but I kinda cant with my broken foot. No one is awake to talk to. My mom is napping, my friend in wickenburg is naping, my friend in phx is at work, my other friend in town works nites so he is legitimately sleeping and the lady that was suppose to come over today hasnt even called... I am gonna scream..... I want to ....... ugh hell I dont even know... my mind is going so fast it silly stupid
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