Everything is sucking shit. I can feel it get worse by the moment. Reading these messages isn't helping. Alcohol is just minutes away. I don't even have the energy to go get it. I don't have insurance. I don't have medicine. I don't have a plan. My paycheck was short again for the 3rd week in a row. All I can think about is the negative. Everything is a struggle. I'm just sick and tired of it. Not looking for an answer. I already know all of the words. I just don't belive them.
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