ok,so i tried to comfort myself. took a hot bath, tried to read, cut, took tylenol and still i lie here feeling as horrible as i did. oh and i wrote "alone" trying to banish what i feel inside, yet nothing works. My therapist told me to call, but its too late and she will surely lock me away again...its incredible how i can feel so down yet so much rage all at the same freakin time! slipping slipping away...i want to be with my husband right now...he is the lucky one...he is no longer with us and stress free...thats what i want to be stress free...its not fair!!!
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