I have decided that sleep is highly overated! Not really, I just can't seem to get much so I guess I'm angry with sleep. lol. Can you be angry with sleep? Maybe it's just the situation. I know I'm talking like a person that is sleep deprived. I took a Xanax and a sleeping pill last and at 2am I was like an owl on a tree branch with my head spinning around looking for prey,(I'm being a little dramatic). I do okay until everyone else in the house goes to sleep, then I start to bug out. Does anyone find that they are fine when everyone in your house is awake and then when they go to sleep, you freak? I just wanted to get in my car and drive until the road ended. Anyway.. I don't think I even know what I'm talking about here.
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