In the last week or so I just feel like I'm falling down. I was doing alright for a couple of weeks but it just never lasts. Sometimes I just feel so beaten down. Its as if I start to get back up again but then I'm struck another blow and I'm back on the floor again, weak and exhausted. Sometimes I wonder when it'll finally get me. More and more, I've been feeling as though I'm not going to get better again this time.
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