Inside I'm dead, hating, alight with your evil, thoughts of death and decay and i'm dying with every despised breath. Okay i'm not, I am alive. I am human, I have feelings and my feelings are all shit, CBT shit for brains, Stick my nappy back on, and give me a dummy. I threw it away in a, tantrum because I was a bad girl. No really I am happy with life, its fucking fantastic. I am sad, I need a friend, I would like connection. Been here in this space under a week and I thought I'd met real people. You are all real, maybe I am not. I live in a daydream, depersonilasation, can't even fucking spell, go back to school, university degree, I could but can't think straight anyway. Scrambled eggs for breakfast, lunch and dinner, beat my brains with a fork, stick a knife in me. Listen to bob marley, speak of love, I am loved and loving and a really nice person when I am not full of shit. Why think of death all the time, head full of woe. Just a thought. Bless you. x
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