I have been out of work since Jan. First of all I'd been living on savings, so it's been alright. I've carefully planned things, and to be honest, I finally got some housing assistance. I'm not going to be ashamed because I have worked hard ever since I had kids. I've lived in homeless shelters because my undiagnosed BP affected my judgement and choices. I have lost (quit) jobs because of the way my emotions have messed with me. Unfortunately I've gotten a reputation for just being emotionally stupid, a basket case, a train wreck..whatever I've been called them all.

My son as Asperger's. Which basically means he throws severe tantrums every single day.My 12 year old daughter just got out of a 2 week stay at a hospital for being bp. I cried every time I visted her....because these were the people that told me I did the right thing. They complimented me on my parenting decision....I have no one in my life that is good to me like that.

I did go on a job interview this week. They put me through the ringer. I think that they called my boss and basically found out about my moods. I'm glad I didn't get it ...but still am so afraid that this will follow me the rest of my life.
Could really use a friend.:)