I am sick and tired of being sick and tired. First I had a mixed episode then found out I have reactive mononucleosis. I am very tired all the time, running a fever and don't feel like doing anything. I have books to read but if I try to read I fall asleep. There is nothing interesting on tv to watch and feeling like I do I doubt if I watched it I'd remember it. I just so need something to pass the time. This is the end of week 3 with this crap and I'm tired of it literally. There is nothing anyone can do I just needed to vent my frustrations. My birthday is in a couple of days too and I don't expect that will be any fun either. I do plan to have my own little pity party that day though just for an hour or so heck maybe I'm having it early I dunno. If I weren't so tired and bored out of my mind things would be better. I can't wait to feel better and actually clean the house and get back to my 'normal' lifestyle. This is depressing feeling so bad for weeks on end.
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