my relationship with my wife has been rocky, i twice tried getting in contact with my ex, once even drove all the way to Indiana to see her, married to my wife at the time? I have hit her and feel horrible about it to this day, I dint leave bruises, but the action is not the man i really am. I dont blame my bipolar, I blame my llack of control. Do i even deserve her or should i go away and wither up alone? I feel like shed be better off with someone who wasnt bipolar and filled with the pain i am juiced with. What woman would want me anyway is what im thinking. She says she loves me but i feel like she is just staying with me because she feels bad for me or feels like id kill myself if she divorced me...im at a crossroads here, i dont even know what im doing wasting her time..what to do? what to do?
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