i'm supposed to start tomorrow. i'm having severe anxiety about it. first of all, i already have been sent to collections from this particular hospital. i've went through the program last oct. and also briefly last july-obviously it didn't work. the difference this time around is i'm sober especially pot smoking so maybe this time things will sink in?? at least it will give me something to do, a safe place to go. i haven't been working-i can't and i'm waiting on disability. wow, i sound pathetic don't i? i am. i'm just looking for some advice and support re: the hospital thing. i know what y'all are gonna say but sad but true, it's all about the $$. how am i even going to afford gas to get to and fro?? there are not a lot of options from where i live-RURAL..i can't get credit since i've already been through a bancruptcy. maybe i can try and be more pro active and help myself on my own- i have a lot of info and "tools" from previous stays. plus i have support and group therapy from this site. DILEMA- sorry for going on, if you've read this far, you really deserve a hug. and i hate hugs.
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