For me 9/11 was so traumatiseing that it really impacted my whole life since than ..I fear large groups now .. ...new york city .and now this ..the VA shootings..the moment i saw the news that day i think i cried for 2 hours that day and the next ..My red flag has gone up ..my mania is beginning i know how this starts ..when i see the faces crying..and the families that will have to suffer through this ..And then the fate of the killer is in God's hands now ..was he mentaly ill ??or just fucked up in the head ..im not afraid to be dead but im afraid of some maniac just killing me for fun .im too paranoid i know ..but will someone teel me they feel the same??
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