I have finally hit the bottom. Im lower than dirt right now. I didnt think it would be possible with these meds, but I guess it is possible. After being with someone who was suicidal all night, and worried sick about three other people who were suicidal, I have cracked. Im not doing good today, and I feel like shit. xx I dont think that I deseve to even be helped today. its getting closer to the aniv of losing my mom, and its hard.xx I jjust hate being this weak. xx im sorry. xx
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