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Dude...all this damn cursing is fucking offensive, shit!

Im going to have to report the abuse to Doug MMMM-KAY LOL :))

cursing is my healthy way of expressing anger instead of punching people...haha

ha! you guys are at least funny...damnit....I am trying to be down...you're not helpin

Listen to your mom.
she is worried
Her son is sick her husband is dead she is alone and told you she wants you to get better so she can feel better.
Work to that goal. If you listen people will tell you what they want or need.


We are both beepers and struggle to survive on a daily basis.
You also said that you have been drinking heavy on your mends I think that was you.
DO the whole deal. No caffine a good diet excercise.
Do something for your spirituel life.
learn how to change.
Yes change the scariest word for A beeper.

We take meds so we dont have to feel.
Clean up your street. If you have unfinished business clear it up.
If you have questions about how to be a man. shoot me a message I will tell you what I do . I am tired of hearing that you are so sick all the time lets get you on the road to makeing A life for yourself.
I said this with love
Because I care about you and want you to have a great fucking life better than you could hopefor.
MATT

dammit

tell you what matt, you show me a way out of all the bullshit as a beeper, and you become god....okay? no bulllshit, no strings....if it works I am in. But don't give me jesus alright?

Sick I am your friend and I offer you advice when ever I can...You accept and use or you dont the choice is always yours...If your drinking it doesnt help your meds its a crazy mixed up word we live in without making our own situation seem worse than it is...

You will never be cured...sorry cold hard reality but you can llive at a level that others envy...

I am blessed I admit that I am one of a rare few that not only cope but live a great life with BP unmedicated...Its damn hard work and that is the kicker...

You can either convince yourself that you will live to the best of your abilities BP or you can convince yourself its all too hard and rather than having BP becoming BP...

I have allowed nothing in my live to define to become me...I am me, I have BP, I am a mum, I am a wife, sister, daughter, aunt, I am a rape survivor, I am a abuse survivor but none of these things are actually me...I am me they have all helped make me who I am but none of them are actually me...I am Johnette I have BP I am strong and I am determine that I will live my life not some event or disease...

snoogins

Good post, Johnette! I admire your attitude, which is much, MUCH better than my own. I'm happy for you.

thank you Jill...Its been a long tme and a hard lesson but it has been worth the effort and heartache...I dont do it to be admired I done to change my life and my attitude and hopefully help others...It takes a hell of a lot more than positive thinking and faith but it all helps...Determination is a great tool, plus Im just too damn stubborn to give up...

Yeah, it does take determination. I like to think I'm determined, but I think I mostly just have little to no hope. BUT anyway, this thread isn't about me.

Sick, I really hope things will change for the better. You're hanging on, at least, and still alive, so that shows a tremendous amount of strength on your part. I mean, how many people can go through such hell from day to day and keep putting up with it? We are all strong for that.

I hear ya man! I would put ya up here but i got toooo many family members living here,off me and I am being to think my house has a sign on it that says shelter for my husbands jobless family members and other orphans. I keep looking for it but i dont see the sign anywhere! Ahh geesh, come on over, more the merrier i guess... PS bring your own toliet paper.

God I understand where you're coming from, the blame game with the stupid comments about being self centered, focusing too much on the problems. We need some heavy duty beeper earplugs for just such occasions!

Deal with what you can deal with right now, and swear all you want!!!
xx