Ok,I feel kinda embarassed talkin about this, but here it goes. I find myself flirting with men that aren't available. It's like a pattern with me. I have a boyfriend, but I still flirt my ass off with guys who are either married or have a girlfriend. Never fails. I become so attracted to these guys, after flirting with them (and them with me) the only end to it is to actually have sex with them. All of the anticipation makes it even better. I don't want to be involved with guys like this, but I seem to be a magnet for them. I don't know how to stop it. I was wondering if my bipolar had something to do with my sexual behaviors and or attractions that I have.
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