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Serious: Ever want to just end up in a coma???

deleted_user
deleted_user
Ok so I wouldnt say I am suicidal but I seriously want to just be in a coma. I dont want to be dead but I dont want to exsist feeling the way I do... I truely dont know what to do. Does anyone else teeter on just this side of suicidal? is it weird to just want to be in a coma? I picture getting in a serious accident that knocks me out a long time that I 'dont cause' in my families minds... but ideas on how to make that accident happen cross my mind... NO Im not going to act on them but I am really struggling
deleted_user
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So sorry to hear you are struggling. WHen i get that way I hole up on the couch and watch movies around the clock.
dobiedots
dobiedots
Always.
I wanna be sedated. 24 hours ago.
deleted_user
deleted_user
it's a bloody awful place to be...I'm still excited that I found anti-psychotics & xanax can really bring relief from that state for me...guess you've tried that?
deleted_user
deleted_user
Yes I know exactly how you feel.I try to journal about it and sometimes it works.You may need to call your Dr and adjust your meds.**HUGS**
dancingd
dancingd
Find a babysitter.....get some sleep....even if it means a morphine shot...you are worn down to the bone girl!
deleted_user
deleted_user
Buggy, I hope you get through.
deleted_user
deleted_user
How do you know the differance between psycosis and just flat out depression?
deleted_user
deleted_user
Well....are the thoughts really intrusive? I just consumed with thoughts like that, I don't really know.
deleted_user
deleted_user
yes the thoughts are intrusive but generally because something triggers them. Like today (my journal has more info)
deleted_user
deleted_user
Buggy...get out of my head and stealing my thoughts!!!
deleted_user
deleted_user
When I was in a coma (7 days) the last time I attempted suicide, I had very vivid and sometimes horrifiying dreams. I could hear people around me and couldn't do anything about it. I was actually very glad to wake up even though the spurts of "non activity" were awesome.
deleted_user
deleted_user
I often have dreams that I enjoy and when I wake up I'm depressed at the fact that I came back to this reality. I don't know if a coma would be good or bad, but it sounds kind of nice.
deleted_user
deleted_user
Eric...I do that too
deleted_user
deleted_user
I postponed thanksgiving to a day later... it means I dont have to spend the night at his moms house which was a big stresser. Im still really depressed not sure why. Dunno if I would like the coma that you went through blb.... I have been having some off the wall thoughts cant talk to the doctor til at least monday... I dunno
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