This is not a joke. I realized this tonight, and being a Serial Heartbreaker is the only way that I can think of to label it. I don't know if this is a BP thing or a BPD thing or an illness all it's own. It seems that I find satisfaction and excitement in luring men into my web to the point that I am like an addictive drug to them, only to break their hearts without leaving them bitter or angry with me. Even after I leave them, they can not hold themselves away from me when they see me. This is not a sexual addiction thing, because many of these men I did not even allow to get to the point of sex. I realize that just this year alone, I tore up at least 6 hearts and felt no kind of remorse. I realize that I have been doing this ever since the first boy that I had sex with and broke up with him the following day. Is there anybody else out there like this, and how do I warn future possible victims? How do I break the cycle? This is really f'd up.
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