I swear I need chaos in my life or something and that I have been on some type of self-destruct mode forever. Like the opposite of King Midas Touch, instead everything I touch turns to the shitter......my life has been in ruins for years, starting with a major psychotic episode and crash and burn in 2005.It is like I purpusly destroyed any relationship I have had since my ex- divorced me in 2009. Then after I screw everything up, I am like.....why in the shit did I do that? Does anyone else feel like everything they get their hands into turns to shit?
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