This isn't the first time this has happened. It's just been a while since it has. So far within the past 48 hours I've seen three things that wern't really there and I've heard something that wasn't there either. I'm starting to think that maybe I have something more than just bipolar. I've been reading some stuff and it seems like I'm having psychotic things going on as well. For example, what I just described above, and i get these false ideas in my head sometimes and no matter what i believe them. Like even if someone can show me proof that I'm wrong I still think that I'm right. Sometimes I hear what i guess you would call a voice in my head, but it's like my own voice talking to me and then i respond back to it and "we" have a conversation in my mind about a decision I should make or anything else that happens in just day to day life. Is this normal? I'm so scared because so far I've only seen or heard just random stupid things but what if I start seeing things that I really think ARE real?
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