Ever feel like you are going to screw up because you always have? I have throughout my life when manic, I have been medicated for 2 years, so far so good but the fear of screwing up and that panic feeling is usually lurking somewhere in my mind. This is just overall, like right now since my position is grant funded at the end of the year I could be let go unless I do a great job of which I am really trying. At other jobs I would get in trouble for not paying attention or not doing what I was suppose to all during manic phases. I then got medicated and the people at my job noticed a big difference. Still after 2 years of doing what I am suppose to be doing I always feel like I am on eggshells at a job and especially this one. Anyone else have this probably gonna screw up feeling because you always do or have? Any suggestions to make it go away?
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