I am trying SO hard to make ends meet. My job situation over the summer didn't work out so well and I won't be back to work-work for another week (I work in a school district). My next actual paycheck is coming at the end of September! I've been very careful about finances. Working odd jobs to pay bills and rent, donating plasma...anything I can for a quick buck. I miscalculated and I got my account into negative 29 EFFING CENTS!! I caught it online before they overdrafted me and I drove to the ATM and deposited my only pocket change, a $20 bill. The next day I checked my account online and my $20 was added, but they also charged me a $35 overdraft fee!!! UGH! I had to write a hot check for $40 at the Health Center to get my pap smeared and then go donate plasma before the money came out so I could deposit it and cover the check that I wrote to pay for my pap. I was going to use my plasma money for my cell phone bill!! Now my bill comes out automatically on Monday. WTF do I do??? I effing hate my life.
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