I'm scared to tell my husband how I feel today. I'm manic beyond belief. I was consumed by thoughts of wanting to cut myself today. I feel invincible! I feel like I'm loosing it. I haven't felt this high in a long time. I'm scared of what could happen, I feel unpredictable. I need someone to talk to or just someone to understand how I feel. I don't think I should feel this way if my meds were working right. What should I do?
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