I just sat in the ER for 2 hours with my mom ..I had to get some meds for my new diagnosis ..allergy's I know not that awful but it's been really hard to breathe for about a month. The whole time i was manic , sweating , felt trapped and really mad at how long we had to wait. But I never said a word to her ..i had to just suck it up and keep her calm ..because she has really bad anxiety and panic attacks start and I feel responseable for them alot..So today while my mind was raceing as usual and I thought about the fact that I have a real hard time letting hubby know how sick I feel because I dont want to scare anybody. I have a little small world ..At this point all I talk to is my mom and hubby. Im just fine with that ..i just dont want to scare them and think i need to go back to the bin. Point is do you guys hide your personal hell ?? Or do you let it all out on the table and let everyone see your pain ..?
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