so much stuff happened this yr that so much of it is hard to deal with. I have decided to go forward in my life without my family . They are just not healthy for me . I am trying to only be with people who accept me for me and leave people who don't make me feel good. From my mom being so mean to me and telling me I was a fuck . Imagine that my very own mother who has lived in my home for the past 18 yrs and whom my husband and I supported her and gave her a beautiful home. Yes I did tell her she had to leave and she did leave she went to an assisted living place close to were my sister lives and ever since that happened my sister turned into my mom and said some really mean things to me. And I decided to leave her out of my life also . So it's me and my husband and our son and DIL. And my best friend has become a sister to me . But still difficult. So anyway that's a few things I am struggling with. Sorry I know this is long . Hugs
i started working at a new job two weeks ago. I have been struggling BIG TIME to catch on. I “think” it is going well. At least they haven’t thrown me out. YET. BUT (here’s the BUTTTT):the job is stationed in a basement. NO WINDOWS. NO LIGHT. NO ELEVATOR (this is also a huge struggle because I have severe arthritis in my back and knees AND there are days when I am in a lot of pain). There...
This is 100% depressing. I never felt so foolish in all my life. No return call or email from the placement lady. I am cut to the quick.