Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
i cant tell if im getting manic or depressed. id say its more on the lines of depressed because i just wish i would die but im having heaps of trouble sleeping like ive had fuck all sleep in the last fortnight. i just wanna keep going and going diving down down down dont catch me or i wont be happy. get out of my way etc.
i have flashes of what i would like dead, hanging from a tree, sufocated, died in my sleep.
my new partner hasnt left me alone in nearlt three weeks so its not like ive had a moment to myself to even think if i would act it out.
ive had many attempts in the past,
4 weeks ago i came home and totally lost it and beat my mother up. i am not a violent person never have been but i cracked it i just wasnt in control now mums gone to tasmania for a holiday and i am here with my boyfriend just about totally moved in and havent had a moments rest to even think.
i took some time off work but it hasnt worked i just end up drinking during the day and then have to explain to my new boyfriend why and it wont happen again i meen shit hell why wont ppkl cut me some slack thy should be just grateful that i dont have a needle up my arm for fucks sake.
give me music all i wanna do is lisyten to msic and never sleep and maybe i will have a heartb attack and die and it will be all good finally
i have flashes of what i would like dead, hanging from a tree, sufocated, died in my sleep.
my new partner hasnt left me alone in nearlt three weeks so its not like ive had a moment to myself to even think if i would act it out.
ive had many attempts in the past,
4 weeks ago i came home and totally lost it and beat my mother up. i am not a violent person never have been but i cracked it i just wasnt in control now mums gone to tasmania for a holiday and i am here with my boyfriend just about totally moved in and havent had a moments rest to even think.
i took some time off work but it hasnt worked i just end up drinking during the day and then have to explain to my new boyfriend why and it wont happen again i meen shit hell why wont ppkl cut me some slack thy should be just grateful that i dont have a needle up my arm for fucks sake.
give me music all i wanna do is lisyten to msic and never sleep and maybe i will have a heartb attack and die and it will be all good finally
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
C'mon.You really need to go see a professional right now.Someone near you should be seeking out immediate help for the one they love and care for.
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can you believe my new boyfriend is in my bedroom because we are supposedly fighting because i had 2 drinks and his 21 year old daughter is coming in tonight at the airport and im to shit scared to meet her because he said the first thing she said was did you like her mother first and he told me they all used to walk around naked when she was younger and told me dont be alarmed hes naturally affectionate with his daughter and i just want to gag its like what are you trying to say to me??????????i was abused when younger but im shit scared and cant tae this hey
Man. It took 6 police officers and two nurses!! Haha I think ?!
I wasn't going anywhere !! I did though.
Somewhere deep down you know that it is important.
I eventually just said " OK, Let's go "
Now, I try and read signs.
It's important too, that we understand why we post here.Like now...people here will read the stuff you wrote.
They see bits of themselves and want you to save energy and go and get help.Rather than the long way round.