I've noticed a recurring theme in my life. Obviously, judging by the subject, that is running away. I'm known for it. Thing just get to be too much and I leave. Not telling friends or bosses, suddenly leaving half decent jobs, skipping out on rent, leaving everyone and everything behind forever. It's like I can't help myself, I get so antsy. I moved around a lot as a child in a single parent, fairly unstable home and I always thought I was just used to it so continued the pattern unwittingly. But looking back, I see now it might have actually coincided with manic and mixed states. Goes with the cycling. Start a new cycle in a new place and no one will ever know there's something wrong. Do you find you do this? Or something similar? Orrr is this just me?
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