Have hit rock bottom, am round my friends house and he is trying to get me help. It was this or a trip to A&E and I hate going there as all the nurses and doctors know me which is really embarrassing. I just knew I needed to get help before I did something to myself. We are waiting for the out of hours doctor to ring me and who knows what will happen from there. Usually they just prescribe benzos and run. So I doubt I will get any help. But I'm going to try.
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