I have been trying to cope with the huge brake up with my bf,it has led me to stop taking my meds.I have been manic but not feeling happy.I have started risk taking and taking drugs,just weed and hanging out with a guy who is a druggie but also a drug dealer.I like him a lot but I also know he could be dangerous.The more risks I take the better I feel and ontop of the world.I have also started smoking (which I swore to my mum I'd never do!) My friends are very worried,I know that all of this is wrong but I can't stop.My best mate said It's so unlike me,it's scary.My attitude and everything is changing,one part of me wants it and the other part doesn't.What should I do?
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