Considering everything that has gone on my life the past few days I have still been sleeping pretty good. I've been sleeping a normal eight hours ever since I started the AP. Last night I fell asleep at midnight and forgot to take my meds before I went to bed. I woke up at 4am full of energy. I'm wondering if my AP keeps my mania pushed down just enough, but when I forget to take it I can easily become manic. Could I be right on the edge of mania most of the time? I'm just wondering. I do still get very irritable even on the meds.
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