So I'm on a good mess of drugs. Lithium, Lamical, Geodon, Klonopin, Abilify, Provigil. The abilify is new and it is in place of zyprexa. I was taking 15mg of Zyprexa for about 6 months and my doc and I gradually decreased the dosage starting in July. I feel like an entirely different person and everyone around me sees it too. I am actually alive. But sometimes I feel too free. I have problems with dissociation and sometimes they get really bad, but it's sort of a trade off. I could be dead to the world on zyprexa or deal with some issues but be able to actually live on the other drugs. Does anyone else fight this battle? I just hope I can keep slapping the ball in the air because I love being able to get up early and go through and entire day feeling alive and well but having to deal with some moderate upsets.
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