Hi! Believe it or not I was told that not one soul on this earth would ever put up with the trauma this disease creates at times.That I would in fact be alone forever.My ex told me he was probably the only person that would.And why did I think I had no friends???Well I have lost all my friends,most of my family,and over 6 months ago a boyfriend.For some crazy reason I contacted him,and seeing I was "well" he was thinking maybe we should try again,I've been feeling great but I felt we needed to talk about what would happen if I had an "episode" He told me he didn't know if he would stay or leave.Is this stupid or am I not seeing the big picture???Kick to the curb?? It's like he thinks I made a choice to destroy my life.I wrote my second suicide note over this?My gosh will anyone ever understand?
Posts You May Be Interested In
I miss traveling with my husband. Has anyone found a specific site regarding cruising for widow/widowers or any sightseeing trips. Not interested in being with couples and kids,,,I realize a cruise ship will have a portion size of families and couples, but perhaps they also put together a part of the cruise ship for groups of widows/widowers????
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...