I just feel really depresed. I am bad at socializing with people and i don't have many friends. The past relashionship I had with a man, I was falling in love with him, he could have left me, but he abused my kindness and abuse me some more. My family (mother, father, sisters, and so on, do not give me any value because I have written on the forhead that I am nut, no matter what accomplishment, or how sane I act.I have a stamp that does not change. So, here I am waiting for my therapist to call me because she said she would call and I dought she will. What lifts me up is helping people yet when I go to church to help, I don't know any sick people to visit, and I have to go with someone else. So maybe I'll start giving advice on different sites on the internet, that will make me feel useful.
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