THIS IS THE PITS! I've begun to fall apart and I can't find relief. Earlier I was hysterical, laughing and crying at the same time for nearly an hour. I tend to laugh when i am over-stressed.Now I've calmed down on the outside but I'm in a mixed state. I'm extremely depressed but jumping out of my skin on the inside. It's exhausting. It's probably been 6 months since I've been in this space so I guess I shouldn't complain. But I don't like being irritable or out of control. I need peace and so does my family. I take Lamictal and Topamax which work well, but stress has triggered things.It seems like sleep is what does me good but I can't right now. All of this feeds into my crazy neurology and causes my seizures to get worse so I've been dealing with that too.I know this will pass, but i'm ready for it to right now. How is that for patience?
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