Ever do something you really wanted to do and after you did it, realize you'd just opened up something inside of you that you had kept contained fairly well? I did. And now I don't know how to go back to being happy the way I was because I want to be happy another way... I feel so helpless because it's not totally up to me this time and I wish I'd have never opened up this other side. Now I don't know how to get back. I know none of this makes sense but maybe someone will get it.
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