Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
Recently I have had sharp ups and downs whilst in London.
I got a reminder of how I don't really fit in with the people that have NO Idea of what we go through daily or within the periods of our illness.
I needed to be reminded.I have come a long way yet I have so far to go.
I found myself thinking how they would freak at the posts we see, the downs we have and the suicidal depths to which we can sink to.They were 'carefree' yet free of care.The level of support here would shame them.
I am now more levelled in the safety of my home and am SO grateful for the friends and support here.Thanks.
What have been your recent moods ?
I got a reminder of how I don't really fit in with the people that have NO Idea of what we go through daily or within the periods of our illness.
I needed to be reminded.I have come a long way yet I have so far to go.
I found myself thinking how they would freak at the posts we see, the downs we have and the suicidal depths to which we can sink to.They were 'carefree' yet free of care.The level of support here would shame them.
I am now more levelled in the safety of my home and am SO grateful for the friends and support here.Thanks.
What have been your recent moods ?
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
then pissy and weepy, then
....angry and sullen...then
...oh shit pluck this could take all day
By the way, my DH apoligized, he's has major depression, so it comes out wrong with him too.
Anyway, you're right, just reading how people support each other, and reading the obscene posts, is a mood lifter.
I am much more verbose than than Sick as you see. But then again, I am a woman and I like to DESCRIBE things.
I had forgotten that I was 'safe' in a false way.
Outside of that haven...I was crap.In London I worked good but couldn't gel with the people I met.
True.I felt LOST
I have been haveing
panic attacks
I want the gone
Both the boogeyman and the panic attacks
I know the language of the sane...yet they don't know what we really FEEL like saying.
These people were strangers really.
It made my skin crawl.
Damn women, alllllways want more...neve enough...ok now I am pouting
*puffs out lips*