i hate being bp. everyday i feel like i have to rebuild my life .i am so fucked up from this disease. i am on depokate.and i dont think its working .my pdoc said the next thing for me is lithium ..and for some reason i am afraid of lithium.i dont know what the hell i am doing ..i am a lost person. i struggle everyday. i dont think i will ever be stable.how much can a person take in there life .wtf.....
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