Bipolar Disorder Support Group

Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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Reasons for living

Marilyanna
Marilyanna
I would liike to not be here anymoore.

My kid would be sad until he realized how muuch money he'd get that would take the sting out of his dad dying in 2000 and his mom in 2007.
My brother annd sister in law and their thre kids are mministers and starting up a new church and I see them 4 times a year even tho they live 3 milles from me. They have busy lives.
My sister and brother in law have veery busy lives 5 sons 7 new grandchildre, And most of my friends ahve husbands so they have bussy lives too.

Soo I would like some reasons to be here? I havent had a date sincce my husband died and II am no udgly etc. I work part time and volunteer and am depressed thru all of it. So this is too long bu why be here?
deleted_user
deleted_user
Please stay. I have'nt gotten to know you yet. How old is your son? Steady girlfriend? How long were you married? I could ask you a ton of questions and go on and on. Please send me a message and we can talk...
deleted_user
deleted_user
You know, I really doubt that your kid would be okay with your death because of money. No amount of money would lessen the pain of losing my mom if I lost her, especially to suicide. I'd always feel like I should have done something more, and I'm betting your child would as well. Most people feel guilt when they lose someone to suicide. There is little consolation when someone passes in such a way.

Live for your child if you can't live for yourself. He needs you, and will need you throughout his life.

Please hang in there, hun. I'm here to listen anytime you need to talk.
deleted_user
deleted_user
You're beautiful and special. You're you. That's the biggest reason. That's the reason I like the best.
deleted_user
deleted_user
I grew up without parents and thats really hard for a kid. Money is no substitute for a parents love. Don't let your kids grow up without you. Do yourself, family and friends a favor and call your Dr. before your depression gets worse.
Marilyanna
Marilyanna
But I have no reason for being, I cant work more then 25 hours a month, I have tried to make new girl friends to go hiking and they all turn out tooo be lesbians nii=o iffense but i would prefer straights, My creativit is low. I walk. I pick fights with sales ladues, I try ti kill my self on the highways. Why stay?
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