I am starting to get really fustrated, I am convinced that I am never going to get better while my partner is right here by my side dragging me down. He doesn't understand mental illness and he just rips on me every day. Every day I have to hear something about me not having a job or me sleeping, or me doing this or not doing that. It really drags me down. I hear it all the time. He thinks that I just sti at home for shits and giggles, that I choose not to have a job and I'm just playing some kind of game. Is he SERIOUS?! Really? How could someone think that I could WANT to be like this, that this is a desireable state. I have been looking for work even though I have a really hard time keeping a job. If I have a job for 6 months well thats 6 months that helps pay the bills. Right now with the economy the way it is there really are no jobs unless you are a skilled laborer. I have made an appointment with the DVR (Dept of Vocational Rehabilitation) and I look for work every week. But just because he doesn't SEE me do it he assumes I don't. I am getting REALLY sick of his bullshit, I don't know how much more of this I can take hes making me loose my mind! Him yelling at me and bringing me down everyday is only making me worse. I really don;t have any options to leave, we both own a house together, even if we didn't own a house I don't make enough to be on my own and none of my family and friends will take me in and I don't expect them too. So I guess I am looking more for advice on how to cope in my current situation instead of the lectures and people telling me that I need to get out of my current situation.
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