Bipolar Disorder Support Group

Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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Marilyanna
Marilyanna
When you get depressed, besides going over all the ways to kill yourself what else goes through your mind? Over and over again?
dobiedots
dobiedots
what someone said to bring me to that level.
dancingd
dancingd
Why did I stay in a marriage for 24 years..when I knew he was a "nice " guy...but had absolutely no emotions ...He has Aspergers.
deleted_user
deleted_user
Dull thuds saying I'll fail at life.Only for a while but still pass through.
deleted_user
deleted_user
Who I will leave behind, the damage that will cause for generations and that maybe there realy is someone that loves me even though I can't see it.
deleted_user
deleted_user
Can I really do this to my kids because I don't want them to hurt.
deleted_user
deleted_user
go ! go ! go! so much to do , no time , everything needs to be clean ...use a tooth brush!!!" Lol Thats in my head today ..Ativan here I come.
deleted_user
deleted_user
Why I had to be born in the first place.
deleted_user
deleted_user
Rumination: What did that person say, why did that, when did. What did that person say? If only, if only...gd that person!

Regret: Oh, why did I say that? Oh, when will I learn? Why? Why?

Remorse: I'm such an ahole. If only I would learn not to talk ever! I have no right to talk! I am mean, cruel, such an ass!

Depression: Die you sob, die.
deleted_user
deleted_user
That's called head racing feather. Suicidal thoughts as well? Need to see your pdoc the meds are suppossed to help with that. Since I've been back on Lithium that is all gone for me thank God. I think of something 2 or 3 times and go on with my day. I used to think about something like a 100 times.
deleted_user
deleted_user
3 hours later, Ladelala oh life is nice.
beckyp
beckyp
How hopeless and horrible life is. But I'm not like that now.
deleted_user
deleted_user
i want to hunt the people i hate an kill them slowly
deleted_user
deleted_user
I'm wasting time, and throwing away my life.
deleted_user
deleted_user
Usually what the last person said to trigger me off.

i don't get depresed I get super rage and frustration. I usually want to kil someone else more than I want to kill myself.
deleted_user
deleted_user
So you go from rage to depression gimmechocolate? I go from several different spots to depression, I'm sure most everyone here does also.

The one I posted is just one, from my OCD. It is called pure O. But my meds must be helping me on that. It has been happening a lot less, but still happens.

If I go angry, manic, irratable, they all eventually turn into depression.

But I can also be doing nothing and it turns into depression.

Tell us more about your rage, I know you are not alone and I have had awful rage attacks.
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