I have been doing really well with the bipolar and dual diagnosis issues until lately. I have made attempts to get out of the house and make friends. I find people who I feel a kinship with. I make attempts to develop an acquaintance, but it is a one way street. I wonder, is it me, or what? It triggers feelings of rejection and depression. I have become more guarded. I have turned to sites like this in the hopes of meeting a cyber-friend. I am not looking to date anyone, for I am not ready for that, I just need friends I can relate to.
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Finally, I am accepting that I have bipolar. Was diagnoised in 2016, and have been in complete denial. Trying to handle these ups and downs with proper meds has been tough. Am considering the drug, Lamictal. Has anyone out there taken this med for bipolar depression?
I don't know what is wrong with me! I am so sad and don't understand why. I don't remember much of this year and that is really frustrating to me. I know at one point I had friends but now I don't. I have no idea what happened with that but I'm starting to wonder if maybe I'm just meant to be alone. So so sad and so incredibly alone. I don't know what to do or even how to feel.